A dead silence.
A cool breeze opened the curtains and the mobile phone thrown on the table buzzed twice before Yu Fan was pulled out of the shock.
He stared at Chen Jingshen for a long time.
Chen Jingshen had no waves on his face, and if it hadn’t been for the stupid love letter still under his finger, Yu Fan would have suspected that it was all his own hallucinations.
It was a silent stalemate for a long time. His fists were clenched and unclenched, and after several times, he sat back.
The cell phone gave people a headache. He muted the phone with his hand and found his voice back. ” Are you sick? I’m a man. ”
Chen Jingshen left the letter on the table and stood up straight: “I know.”
“You know yet you’re still.” Yu Fan paused, “are you gay?”
Chen Jingshen hung his eyes and was silent for a moment, then a cold voice popped out of his throat: “mm-hmm.”
Chen Jingshen asked, “do you hate homosexuality?”
” Not really, “Yu Fan said for a long time. He looked out of the window and said quickly,” but I’m not. I like women. ”
“do you have a girl you like?”
Yu Fan was confessed by the man for the first time, and his brain was a little blurred, so he blurted out: “No.”
With that, he suddenly regained his mind and was about to say what it had to do with you–.
“then how do you know you like women?”
What kind of logic is that?
“Anyway, I’m not gay, and I can’t talk to you…” The last two words Yu Fan didn’t say anything, which is so strange.
He picked up the love letter that had been lying on the table for a long time and stretched it out to Chen Jingshen like a bomb. “this, hurry up and take it away.”
Chen Jingshen didn’t answer.
Yu Fan held the letter in his hand for more than ten seconds and felt like an idiot: “do you want it? Don’t you want me to tear it up? ”
Chen Jingshen stared at him for a moment, then said, “tear it up.”
Anyway, he is not very satisfied with the revision of this edition.
Yu Fan took a deep breath, resisted the impulse to hit people, looked down for Chen Jingshen’s pocket, and tried to stuff it back–.
“Yu Fan!” The familiar loud voice resounded through the whole corridor on the third floor.
Before Yu Fan touched Chen Jingshen’s clothes, his hand shook and froze in mid-air.
Seeing that the figure outside was about to enter the door, Yu Fan collected the letter and stuffed it into his pocket hurriedly.
At the same time, Wang Luan came in from outside the door: “Yu Fan, why don’t you reply when I send you a message?”
Seeing the situation inside, Wang Luan was stupefied, “what are you doing?”
“Why are you back?” Yu Fan turned his head and asked impatiently.
“I left my homework in the classroom. When I came back, I happened to see Hu Pang going to the bathroom. I wanted you to help me take it down and run away.”
Wang Luan stared at him for a moment and asked in shock, “Why are your ears so red?”
“?” Yu Fan covered his ears and twisted his eyebrows. “you saw it wrong.”
“Really!” Wang Luan suddenly remembered the scene he saw when he entered the door. Their expressions were subtle and close to each other, and they looked as if they were going to fight soon.
He looked at Chen Jingshen and asked in disbelief, “did you twist my brother’s ear?”
Yu Fan wanted to take out the things in his pocket and put it in Wang Luan’s mouth.
Chen Jingshen glanced at him but said nothing.
This is equivalent to acquiescence in Wang Luan ‘s eyes. As soon as he was about to continue asking, he was grabbed by Yu Fan and his clothes were pulled back.
The cell phone in the schoolbag began to vibrate one after another, this time it was an incoming call.
Chen Jingshen didn’t care. He held his schoolbag with his fingers and continued with a straight face, “I’ve been paying attention to you since I was a freshman in high school.”
Yu Fan: “…”
Wang Luan: “?”
“I saw your project during the sports meeting.”
Yu Fan: “?”
Wang Luan: “?”
“I’m serious.” Chen Jingshen hung his hand on his side. “I hope you can think about it.”
Fat Tiger went to the toilet for a long time, and Yu Fan finally left fair and square from the school gate.
His expression was so bad that the students around him took two steps to the side subconsciously.
Wang Luan looked at him and finally couldn’t help saying, “do you think what Chen Jingshen said just now sounds a little familiar?”… ”
“really?” Wang Luan scratched his head. “what does he want with you?”
Yu Fan’s face became more smelly. He pursed his lips and held back a sentence for a long time:
“… Make a fight. ”
Wang Luan was at a loss: “then he noticed you when he was a freshman in high school. ”
“He was already watching me as a freshman in high school.”
“he will also watch my events in the sports meeting.”
“want to see how good you are.”
“he finally asked me to consider.”
“consider fighting with him.”
Wang Luan: “……”
Strange and reasonable. After all, he couldn’t think of anything else between the two.
Wang Luan casually asked, “did you talk about it in the end?”
“talk about my ass!”
When they passed a supermarket, Wang Luan remembered that the snacks he had hidden at home were almost finished, so he wanted to go in and buy some.
Yu Fan stood outside the door and waited.
It’s cool in the evening. A couple passed in front of him, the girl’s hand in the boy’s pocket.
Yu Fan clutched the letter in his pocket and suddenly wanted to smoke again.
He actually intends to quit smoking and has recently kept one for three days, which has achieved some results.
It cannot be destroyed by Chen Jingshen.
Thinking, Yu Fan turned his face and exhaled, Yu Fan saw the trash can in the corner.
He hesitated for a moment, then went to the dustbin, clipped the letter out of his pocket and hung it over the dustbin.
The envelope shook when the wind blew.
Two seconds later, he gave a light “tsk” and withdrew his hand–.
“Fuck! A love letter? ”
Yu Fan moved very quickly, and when Wang Luan rushed up, the things had already returned to his pocket.
Wang Luan was carrying a plastic bag: “who gave it to you? Why didn’t I see it? ”
Yu Fan walked forward: “you saw it wrong.”
“No way, my eyesight is 5.2! Wang Lu’an suddenly realized, “I see, it’s definitely when you went back to write a review-no wonder your ears are so red.”
Wang Luan played with Yu Fan a long time ago.
Yu Fan, who took his time in a dozen and five, stood in front of thousands of people to review and had no stage fright. He was always a cool drag, giving people the impression that he was fearless–.
Until a girl confessed to Yu Fan.
It was the first time he saw Yu Fan blushing.
The person who usually fights without blinking his eyes hangs his head, red through his ears, says sorry to a little girl of more than 1.5 meters, and does not even dare to look at others.
From that day on, he knew that his brother, who looked fierce and booming, was an invincible pure-hearted high school student behind his back.
“Are you done?” Just at the fork in the road, Yu Fan turned around and left in the other direction without looking back. “Let’s go.”
Yu Fan went home and took a shower, and when he came out, he was still clanging upstairs.
He took it for granted that there was no sound insulation in cheap residential houses and took a look at it in front of the mirror.
The wound on his face is a little lighter. He guesses it will be all right in a few days.
Yu Fan rubbed his face hard with a towel until the wound felt pain.
He pulled his slippers out of the bathroom and picked up the bucket of instant noodles. Just as he was about to tear open the package, someone suddenly knocked twice.
The two sounds seemed to knock on his temples.
Yu Fan’s action of eating his meal stopped, and then looked up, the face of idleness has been clean, the fundus of a little more apathy and vigilance.
He stared at the shadow under the door and waited quietly for a moment.
“knock.” There’s another sound.
Yu Fan opened the instant noodles and turned to open the door.
He grasped the doorknob, unscrewed it not very gently, and looked out of the door with taut eyelids– he saw nothing.
Yu Fan frowned and was just about to close the door when Yu Fan caught a glimpse of a small black head.
He slowly lowered his head and made eye contact with the little girl in front of him.
It was the child of the family who had just moved in. He saw him downstairs yesterday, with two pigtails and a fleshy face.
Yu Fan’s expression was so fierce that the little girl drooped her eyebrows and was a little timid.
One big and one small confronted for a while.
“what are you doing?” Yu Fan spoke first. The mood he had just now had not completely dissipated, and his tone was still tense.
The little girl shook.
Yu Fan: “…”
Yu Fan sighed, squatted down and looked at her: “speak.”
The little girl held a plastic bag bigger than her face and plucked up her courage: “Mom said, she cleaned up the house yesterday, it was very noisy, so tonight, let me give you dumplings. Brother, don’t be angry. ”
“I see.” Yu Fan glanced at the bag. “you take it back, I don’t want it.”
The little girl stood still, looking longingly at him.
Yu Fan twisted his eyebrows: “Don’t you understand?”
The little girl held the dumplings and shook them again.
For a moment, Yu Fan went back to the house with a plastic bag, stuffed all the dumplings into the refrigerator, and went back to make noodles.
The family upstairs was true to their word and did not make a sound at night.
But Yu Fan didn’t fall asleep until two o’clock in the morning. He doesn’t know if it was the effect of the beginning of school. He hasn’t slept well these days.
He grabbed a handful of hair and decided to give up the struggle and get up to drink water in the living room.
When he saw something next to the kettle, he made a slight gesture of pouring water.
He used to throw everything in his pocket on the table before taking a bath, which was now cluttered with keys, school meal cards, some change, and a pink envelope.
Yu Fan stared at those things for a while, picked up the water cup, and left.
For a moment, with a straight face, he turned back, pulled the envelope out of a pile of things, and turned back to the house.
Yu Fan has received love letters before, and the girl’s face is thin. He can return it on the spot after he refuses. This is the first time he took one home.
As he lay in bed, staring at the envelope in his hand, he suddenly remembered Chen Jingshen’s overly formal school uniform and his inhumane posture when he refused Zhang Xianjing.
He would like to see what such a man can write.
Yu Fan, with one hand behind his head, lay lazily on his back, turned his fingers at random and opened the opening of the envelope.
The envelope and seal of this love letter are gaudy, but inside is just a piece of ordinary stationery-the one Chen Jingshen wrote in the classroom after school.
I should have left it if I had known.
Chen Jingshen’s handwriting is strong and thin, and his neatness shows a bit of scribbling as if he had practiced it.
Yu Fan pinched the letter paper and looked at it from the beginning–.
“To Yu Fan Class 7, Grade 2, Senior High School:
I’m Chen Jingshen from Class 7, Grade 2, Senior High School. ”
There are two kinds of handwriting on the letter, one dark and one light. The dark color should have been added at the end of school.
The “seven” in the second and seventh class of senior high school was supposed to be “one”, but the dark handwriting added a stroke to it and became “seven”.
“I don’t know if you remember me, but we met several times at the flag-raising ceremony.
When the flag was raised for the first time in the first year of senior high school, you talked eloquently on the rostrum, and the figure of the review book by heart was deeply engraved in my mind.
It was then that I began to notice you.
I began to pay attention to the end of the grade ranking table; occasionally after Class 7, I couldn’t help looking at the back of your head when you were sleeping; in class, I couldn’t help looking out the window at the playground when you were punished by the teacher.
Unconsciously, I have been paying attention to you for a year.
In a big exam, I found that your score had been improved by one place. I felt happy and happy for you from the bottom of my heart, and I was aware of my feelings for you.
So I decided to write this letter to express my feelings to you. ”
After that, it’s all dark handwriting.
“Although you came back to the last place in the final exam last semester. But I believe you have a gift for learning, especially math. After all, ordinary people can’t get a score of 9.
So as long as you are willing to work hard, you will certainly get better grades.
Here are the guidance books and question banks that I recommend to you:
“how do rookies learn mathematics”, “stupid birds fly first 2017”, “junior high school mathematics knowledge points summary”.
I wish you success in the exam and progress in your study.
Chen Jingshen. ”
Yu Fan: “?”
Yu Fan: “…”
You deserve your Chinese grades.
Shizun: Remember his Chinese grades are the only ones that are not so perfect, especially in the essay part.