FI Ch87

“Hey, director, you’re kidding, right? I’m not going to get fired, am I? No, I worked hard. I did my best. I didn’t do anything wrong.”

Su-Gyeom began to cry more and more as he continued.

No matter how much he thinks about it, Su-Gyeom doesn’t think he has done anything wrong to result in his activities stopping. He can’t believe he is stopping his activities out of the blue. For Su-Gyeom, who is full of ambition for success, the words were no different from the death sentence.

“Is this a problem with the hair color or the face? If I dye my hair again. No, the hair color isn’t the problem. It’s the face.”

“What’s wrong with my hair color? What about my face? Do I look weird?”

Su-Gyeom was surprised by Seo-Wook’s murmur and asked back.

Noona Song-Hwa said he looked good on her earlier, but Seo-Wook didn’t think he looked good. That’s true. When Su-Gyeom feels about it, Noona Song-Swa always makes silly comments that he is pretty when he sees him, so he can’t fully trust her opinion.

As expected, Su-Gyeom fiddled with his hair because he was depressed, saying his black hair looked strange.

“Should I put on a mask or something…….”

“That’s about it……?”

As Seo-Wook continued to talk to himself again, Su-Gyeom became depressed, as if he was about to burst into tears. The eyebrows and corners of the eyes drooped downward, and the lips popped out.

Seo-Wook, immersed in his thoughts, felt sorry to see Su-Gyeom’s face that seemed to cry.

“Su-Gyeom, it’s not because it doesn’t look good on you. It suits you more than necessary.”


“Yes, indeed.”

It was not until Su-Gyeom heard Seo-Wook’s affirmation that his heart, which had been dozing off with anxiety, gradually recovered. Fortunately, he didn’t seem to have a strange head.

However, it was too early to feel completely relieved. It looks good on him, but why is he telling him to stop being active? It was a word that Su-Gyeom couldn’t understand at all.

“But why are you asking me to stop my activities?”

“Because you’re so pretty.”


“I don’t want to show you to anyone else.”

Su-Gyeom distantly looked at Seo-Wook, wondering if he was serious. But Seo-Wook was only serious. There was no feeling of hesitation as usual, and he seemed to be trapped somewhere right away with sincerity.

Feeling a sense of danger, he stepped back and hid behind Lee-Gyeom. He didn’t know that this action further simulated Seo-Wook.

“This won’t do. Let’s just stay home, Su-Gyeom.”

“Oh, no! I’m going to promote it! I’ll succeed!”

Su-Gyeom, hiding behind Lee-Gyeom, peeped out his face and shouted as if it were unfair.

The desire for success has been from his previous life. He couldn’t give up my dream this vainly. Just imagining that he was quitting his activities here made him cry because he felt it was unfair.

Su-Gyeom glared at Seo-Wook with his moist eyes and didn’t forget to bite his lips.

“This is a big deal.”

“What’s wrong with you?”

“I thought I would hate being hated, but this is also surprisingly okay.”


Su-Gyeom was surprised at the sudden remark, and his eyes widened momentarily. He soon realized that this was not the time and glared at Seo-Wook.

Whether or not, Seo-Wook seriously considered his sexual preferences. If Su-Gyeom hates him, he would feel like the world is falling apart. He was always careful with dealing with Su-Gyeom, without revealing his feelings.

Seo-Wook thought it would be good to just look at him from afar. However, he expressed his growing heart.

Still, he tried his best not to reveal too fast or too much so that Su-Gyeom would not feel burdened.

There was only one reason for trying so hard. It was because he didn’t want to be hated by Su-Gyeom.

But he was looking at Su-Gyeom, who was blaming him. It wasn’t as bad as he thought it would be.

Tears well up in the big and round eyes. Su-Gyeom glared resentfully, but instead of scaring someone, he simply looked cute.

Seo-Wook closed his eyes for a moment and let out a long sigh. It was his best effort to hold on to reason.

“Stop it. He is going to cry.”

Just in time, Lee Gyeom stepped in. When Seo-Wook heard that, he suddenly came to his senses as if a bucket of cold water poured over him.

The thought of wanting to make Su-Gyeom cry remains the same, but he is shocked to hear it from another man. Seo-Wook couldn’t believe he had listened to that from someone younger than him.

“Honestly, I’m not the only one who thinks this way.”

“That’s true. The question is, where should we lock him up?”

“Lock it up? Lock it up? Me?”

Su-Gyeom, silently cheering for Lee-Gyeom behind, was startled and tried to stay far away from him. He thought he was good for stopping the director, but Lee-Gyeom was even worse. Locking up a person because it’s not enough to prevent him from doing activities? Isn’t this pure trash?

“Why are you going to lock me up?! What did I do wrong?! I didn’t do anything wrong! Why lock me up? Why!”

Su-Gyeom firmly believes that being locked somewhere happens only when you’ve done something wrong. He felt it was very unfair.

Su-Gyeom was confident that he lived a good life. He wasn’t a criminal and didn’t do anything wrong that would cause him to be locked up.

“Don’t think about keeping him until the location is prepared.”

“Well, that’s a reasonable reason.”

When Seo-Wook, who Su-Gyeom believed would say harsh things to Lee-Gyeom, agreed, Su-Gyeom’s mouth opened in shock.

Just in time, there was a knock, and the staff showed up with food. However, Su-Gyeom, shocked by the previous conversation, could not eat. He was only looking at the food before him for a while.

Su-Gyeom came to his senses only after Yoo-Chan took a spoonful of abalone porridge and put it in his mouth. Su-Gyeom began to eat in earnest.


When the album photos were released, U-PITE filmed a music video.

Su-Gyeom was half asleep after the two days of shooting.

Su-Gyeom sat down anywhere and dozed off whenever the other members filmed their solo parts. He wanted to sleep lying down or leaning back, but Su-Gyeom had no choice but to sleep without leaning because his hair styling should not collapse.

Su-Gyeom, in his half-conscious state, did as he was told. He laughed, smiled and became serious, whatever was required. Then after that, he successfully finished filming.

[The album cover is up, guys…]]

Author: Wish Petals

Crazy… All I can say is crazy…: Crazy…

Song Su-Gyeom’s black hair is for real?

I… I’m not crying right now. I’m not crying.

I can’t believe it

The fact that the member I’ve been a fan of is not a person, but a real fairy..… I feel so betrayed…

Don’t cry and tell me…

L: I don’t cry..I’m not crying. I’m not crying…I’m just tearing up…

[Song Su-Gyeom!!!!!!!1!!]

Written by: Song SU-GYEOM

No, no. He is pretty. I’m just saying he is pretty

I’m so angry that I’m going crazy! I want to smash everything! I want to smash everything! I just know everything!! Why is Song Su-Gyeom so pretty! Why! Why! Why do you have to do this!!! It doesn’t have to be pretty enough

Let’s go! Let’s go! Let’s go! Hit it!

I understand how you feel, but calm down…Please, it’s really going to blow the earth up…

Our fandom should have come…There’s a bullfight here that needs a nose ring…

What do you meanTTTTT I’m scared TTTTT

[You know, black hair isn’t a strong natural black hair]

Written by: Song Su-Gyeom, who makes Tteokbokki

He dyed his hair black, so it’s darker than natural black hair

You know, right? I’m not the only one who’s going crazy, right? Tell me you know. Just don’t know. I’m not going to let you go

L-uh!@!!!! ○○ This is it!!! He finally dye it back to black, so I’ll turn it around more because it’s especially black. mm mm mm mm mm mm

L Half of my heart is already exploding

LAuthor: shut up

L내 심장의 반은 마포구에 있드k.
L마포구 우나나…하프 어브 마이 효 이스 인 마포구 우나나
L작성자 : 닥쳐

I don’t understand the last part so if anyone could help me with it.


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A Failed Idol’s Rise to Bottom

A Failed Idol’s Rise to Bottom

망돌의 공식 수가 되겠습니다
Score 8
Status: Ongoing Type: Author: Released: 2022 Native Language: Korean
In the early days of my debut as an idol, due to my pretty face, I had to play the role of a ‘bottom’ in the coupling fans had pushed. But because I resented such an image, I attempted to change it by growing out a beard, tanning, and even packing on muscles. As a result of my transformation, an irreversible loss of fandom began… Shocked by my appearance from cute to muscular, fans stopped their fanaticism one by one, and as if on queue, other members of our group, U-PITE, acted similarly foolish one after another as the group broke down. Five years later, I spend my days in regret having not accepted my role as a ‘bottom’ and wishing if I could go back to the past, I would be exactly what fans had wanted me to be. Then one day, as I had wished, I inexplicably returned to my early debut days… Now all I wished for was happiness! As such, I had vowed to become the ‘bottom’ of U-PITE in earnest and walk only on the path of success. However, a problem had arisen. The other members seemed to have fallen for my ‘bottom’ act.


  1. Eli says:

    From a google translation of the last part and looking some things up I might be able to help.

    Half my heart is in Mapo-gu
    ( mapo-gu is the romanisation of the Mapo province in Korea which is known to be kinda full of students, youthful areas and greenery so I can see this being kinda a reference of he looks so fresh and makes people vigorous like students in Mapo province in a reference to an earlier comment.)

    Mapo-gu unanana… Half of my heart is in Mapo-gu unanana
    ( in reference to Havana – Camila Cabello)

    by: shut up

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